For my Late Brother...Miss You Bhai!

Woh kin rahoon pe chal nikle ?
Woh kiss nagri main ja bethay?
Woh kis wadi main uter gay ??
Woh hunstay boltay kidhar gay!!!
Inhe aankhain dhoondti rehty hain
Aur sub se poochty rehty hain
JO haar gay jo toot gay
Jo rooth gay jo choot gay
Kya un k wapis aanay ka
Koi karan hay miljane ka?
Ab sansee bolty rehty hain
Meri soochain doolti rehty hain
Shyeed woh bhatak kar aa jain
Shyeed woh khooye mill jain
Shyeed woh sooye jaag perain
Shyeed woh roothay maan jain
Aa kaash ager woh mill jain!!!
Ek baar ager woh aa jain!!
Main un ko chupaa ke youn rakhoon
Phir kabhi na bahir janay doon!!!

Memories..
They always eat me inside..
They always infiltrate my mind...
Stripped bare of all my happiness...
Stripped bare of all confidence...
When i needed you most, you left me ...
Decaying away of all the beauty filled in this heart...
Stories and lies...
Betrayal and punishment..
Life and death..
These sins have no purity...
Locked in my cage of iron bars..
Robbed of all light, robbed of trust, of a life.
Realizations has always come pouring, had only i understood the instinct long before.
I need no more.
I want no more.

I wont settle for ANY more.

This heart has settled in its grave. I will always be affected, Reminded, confronted by this, by you. But i have learned to chose a different path.

These memories.

...Bury Me ALIVE....

Kabhie kabhie aisa bhi hota hai k kuch dekh kar, kisi se mil kar, UDASI dheeray dheeray DUA ban jati hai..ARZOO ban jati hai.. aur insaan zindigi ki pori woqaat aur mithaas mang bhait'ta hai..Aisa din zindigi main zaroor ata hai...jab TAMANNA paon k neechay apni hathaylian is tarha rakhti hai k ham ussi k ho rehte hain...!!!!!

Kuch BATAIN aur YADAIN kabhie Bhori nahi hotin..Chahy wo kitni hi purani kyun na ho jaain...Jaisay Puranay Taaluk Basi hone per bhi Chaan boray wale ko nahin diye ja sakte, isi tarha..un baton ka bhi kuch nahi kia ja sakta...Ye sath sath jeeti hain..Sans layti hain..aur UDASI ka baayes banti hain......

SUKOOT - E - JAAN

sukoot-e-jaan ka matlab batado phir chale jana ....

ya phir sargoshian dil ki suna do phir chale jana

jo mera or tumhara waqt guzra hansne rone me ....

use poori tarah se tum bhulado phir chale jana

ye sare perh podhe tum bin ek rut jage hue ...

tum aake ek baar inko sulado phir chale jana

kisi ko chahne ka aur kisi se chahe jane ka ....

jo hai ehsaas tum usko bhulado phir chale jana

bus ek hansi se apne ashkon ko chupane ka ....

jo fun aata hai tum ko, wo shikhado phir chale jana

wo jo ek lafz-e-ulfat hai, juda hai apne maane se ...

bus in alfaz-o-maane ko mitado phir chale jana

jo kehte kehte ruk gaye, un sari batoon ki ....

sama`at ko talab hai wo suna do phir chale jana

jane kyun hai, lekin dekhne ki tum ko aadat hai ....

meri ye be-wajah aadat churha do phir chale jana

mere in roz-o-shab ka ek fakat unwaan bas tum ho ....

mujhe tum doosra unwaan laado phir chale jana!!!

Ham Main Hi Thi Na Koi Baaat....Yaad Na Tum Ko A Sakay..!!!

Ham main hi thi na koi baaat....

yaad na tum ko a sakay..

tum ne hamain bhula dia ..

ham na tum ko bhula sakay

tum hi na sun sako agar...

qissaay-gum sunay ga kon..

kis ki zubaan khule gi phir...

ham na agar phir suna sakay...

Ham main hi thi na koi baaat....

yaad na tum ko a sakay..

tum ne hamain bhula dia ..

ham na tum ko bhula sakay...

ronek-e bazm ban gay....

lab pe hikayatain raahin..

dil main shikayataain rahi..

lab na magar hilaa sakay...

Ham main hi thi na koi baaat....

yaad na tum ko a sakay..

tum ne hamain bhula dia ..

ham na tum ko bhula sakay...

shok-e-wisaal hai yahan...

lab pe sawal hai yahan....

kiski majal hai yahan....

ham se nazar milaa sakay...

Ham main hi thi na koi baaat....

yaad na tum ko a sakay..

tum ne hamain bhula dia ..

ham na tum ko bhula sakay...!!!~