Blessed Again

blessed with a baby boy
Muhammad bin Waqas
born on 27 May, 2011

I am Me..!!!

I am Me. In all the world, there is no one else exactly like me. Everything that comes out of me is authentically mine, because I alone chose it -- I own everything about me: my body, my feelings, my mouth, my voice, all my actions, whether they be to others or myself. I own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears. I own my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes. Because I own all of me, I can become intimately acquainted with me. By so doing, I can love me and be friendly with all my parts. I know there are aspects about myself that puzzle me, and other aspects that I do not know -- but as long as I am friendly and loving to myself, I can courageously and hopefully look for solutions to the puzzles and ways to find out more about me. However I look and sound, whatever I say and do, and whatever I think and feel at a given moment in time is authentically me. If later some parts of how I looked, sounded, thought, and felt turn out to be unfitting, I can discard that which is unfitting, keep the rest, and invent something new for that which I discarded. I can see, hear, feel, think, say, and do. I have the tools to survive, to be close to others, to be productive, and to make sense and order out of the world of people and things outside of me. I own me, and therefore, I can engineer me. I am me, and I am Okay...!!!

Oh, Mother my Dear Mother!

“Oh; Mother My Dear Mother”
Before I was myself you made me, me With love and patience, discipline and tears, bit by bit stepped back to set me free,
Allowing me to sail upon my sea, relinquished your desires gradually for meto let me shape myself among my peers.

Oh; Mother My Dear Mother,
How dare I skip?
How your smiles brighten my moment, hug puts joy in all my days,
The values you've taught, care you've given, enriched my life,
in more ways I can count on.
Oh; Mother Dear Mother,
How dare I complain?
When you spent sleepless night to make me sleep,
The way you understands from the very deep,
laughed, cried along with me, taught to eat & drink, to walk and grip scolds me for my good? Than imperishable support in any mood, Caught me at moment I lie,
But I can’t find a day when you left me cry.
Mother of my heart, not blood, loved me till I turned to love.
Always been where I return, At Heart’s harbor from the sea,
the place where what we are can easy be, with nothing I need alter or unlearn.

Oh; Mother Dear Mother;
How dare I forget to be grateful?
You accepted me in every situation, motivated me for your every little creation,
blessed at every step, worried for my fate.
You are different from all near & further, never comparable to any other.

Oh; Mother, My Mother
how nice your peaceful lap & arms? Don't keep me away from you;
I won't survive without your protection & compassion take a seat next to me for lullaby.
When I fall down on my way; you lend me a hand to carry on.
Though I cannot give you now your due,Which is beyond what these poor words can say,
I give you all I can this special day,Oh; Mother, Dear Mother...

~!.*.*Betiyaan*.*.!~

Me with my Mom!

Bohat Chanchal, Bohat Khushnuma Si Hoti Hain Betiyaan
Nazuk Sa Dil Rakhti Hain, Masoom Si Hoti Hain Betiyaan
Baat Baat Per Roti Hain, Nadaan Si Hoti Hain Betiyaan
Wo Ghar Lagta Hai Soona Soona Jahan Se Rukhsat Ho Jati Hain Betiyaan
Jatay Jatay Kitna Rula Jati Hain Ye Betiyaan
Yeh Ham Nahin Kehte Ye Tu Allah Bhi Kehta Hai Ke..
Jab Main Bohat Khush Hota Hon Tu Paida Karta Hon Betiyaan

Me with my Daughter!

I have been Blessed with a Baby Girl !!

Finally i got what i want... aik piyari si beti.. main Allah ka jitna shukar ada karon utna kam hai... everybody is so excited and happy mashAllah.. Hamaray ghar main Mohsin(bhai) ke baad ab 28 saal ke baad koi baby aya hai.. everybody is feeling blessed and happy mashAllah..even i cant express my feelings in words... itna khoobsorat ehsaas hai "Ma" banna... i feel myself complete.. aik mukammal hone ka ehsaaas... is cheese ki kami Allah tala kis ko na de... meri beti 24th august 2009. 2nd ramadan ko is duniya main... rehmat ke ashray main rehmat ai..

19 Weeks!

I am pregnant. Big deal? Happens every day, right? True. But I've never experienced anything like what I'm feeling right now...We are all really excited about meeting the new addition to our family...May Allah Bless me and my Family..

2:10 Am - 9/19/2008

kabhie kabhie aisa hota hai.. aap wo expect nahi karrahy hote per ap ko sunna parta hai..aap ko umeed nahi hoti.. kaa ap k bare main dosron ki kia socht hai. ...bohat confidently keh dete hain.. aur unka kaha hua lafz lafz aap ko dard main mubtala kar dayta hai....k aap chahain b tu baat ko galt sabit nahi karna chahte...yeh Haqeeqat hai k Her aik k sochne ka apna andazz hota hai... kisi k dil main dosre ka liye kia hai... ya tu jante huay b aap us haqeeqat ko tasleem nahi karna chahte hain... ya aap waqeee apni mehdood soch ki waja se dosre ke ehsaas aur uske ikhlas ko samjh nahi patay.... kuch aisa hi hua hai aaj mere sath... kisi k kahi hoi kuch statements...kuch adrak..kuch bataain...tabiyat ko udaas kar gain...

Urnay Lagay hain Meray Wajood Kay Raizay Hawa Kay Sath....

Main itnay khaloos say to kabhi bikhra na tha..!!~